Life seems like it stands still, I wake up and since I cant walk too well I dont want to do anything that will bother my legs so I usually just stay in my bed until I have to go to my one a day class. What I'm learning is when there is alot of physical pain in your life everything you do reflects that pain. Unfortunately this is so true and I hate it, this is not what I want to be for the rest of my life, some charity case that has a bunch of problems. I want to be the one helping others not the one being helped and I want to be strong in order to help others. There are so many aspects of life that have kind of jumped out and kicked me in the face that are so important that I have realized throughout this trial. The Lord is putting me through a crash course of life 101, it seems I haven't learned my lesson yet either or mabe I have and now its just an endure to the end type of thing?
I know and have learned through my trials that every little blessing is so important, and when we underestimate the power that out Heavenly Father has in our lives, then we miss out on those sometimes big but most imporantly the little blessings that God has in store for us, then that is when life seems so unbearable.
My leg feels like it had peeked already and hasn't really gotten better in the last week. There are so many variables to think about while recovering from a surgery, your mind plays games with you and you think your not going to recover correctly. This is some seriously business, these surgeries will play a huge role determining the outcome of the rest of my athletic, care-free, normal life that I once had...QUE? It is time to wake up and spell the pancakes, and realize that the purpose in life is not to just live a happy life, but to pass on tht happiness to as many people as possible.
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